Look at the stars, and realize how small you are, and how small the obstacles in life are.
Look at the stars, and realize how insignificant you are. Yet you don't feel that you're worthless, instead you find calmness and you are comforted.
Thursday, April 07, 2016
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Ah Huat Lucky Tumbler
Mama got me the Huat运杯 today after I'd been constantly mumbling to myself that I must get the tumbler everytime I saw it on tv.
I am so happy! :D
好运一杯子!
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Half deaf is like half dead
Mama brought me to JMC this morning to consult the ENT specialist as my ear was feeling so uncomfortable and I was like half deaf since last night and only got better this morning. It was a long story about what I did to save my ear from suffering last night but it was a complete torture. I was so scared and immediately told mama to bring me to the doctor when she woke me up in the early morning when I was supposed to send bro to school.
The doc was not at JMC and we decided to make an appointment at RMC at night. Arrived there around 7pm where the doc went out to get coke as we were late. I then filled in my details and went into the consultation room.
Told the doc about what happened and how it felt like, he smiled at me and started scanning my ears by inserting a long thin stick. Idk what that was but it looked like a thick microfiber to me (ok, Wilson told me that it shud be an "otoscope") and it had light on its tip. It was so cool. He first inserted to my right ear which I claimed to be ok, it was clean and I could even see my cutie eardrum for the first time! It was clean as I cleaned it last night with cotton buds when I was trying to rescue my suffering ear. Then it was my left ear's turn. I was shocked. I was shocked because what I saw was a big black clump of earwax stuck in the inner side of the hole. It was really gross and kinda awkward but he's a doctor anyway.
Obviously the big clump of earwax was the reason of the pain after I used cotton buds last night to "clean" it which I actually made it go deeper than where it shud be. And I guess that few times I used cotton buds back in Miri to "clean" my ears had already caused the earwax to stuck in the hole. Only that last night I finally pushed them altogether that they became a big black ball blocking my ear canal. Ok gross enough I know. So he took it out for me and I was so paiseh cos imagine you need a doctor to clean your earwax for you but yah I couldn't take it out myself already as it went too deep inside. And the feeling of satisfaction when you saw a big piece of shit was out from your ear, shuang ah! I could then see my cutie eardrum again.
Now I regret not taking pic of my earwax. Ok I'm just kidding I would not post it of cos even if I did.
Doctor said no cotton buds are allowed anymore and we shud only clean our outer ears as the earwax will come out itself when they are "mature" enough. It was a super cool experience though despite all the pain that you felt like your ear was gonna explode so soon.
The doc was not at JMC and we decided to make an appointment at RMC at night. Arrived there around 7pm where the doc went out to get coke as we were late. I then filled in my details and went into the consultation room.
Told the doc about what happened and how it felt like, he smiled at me and started scanning my ears by inserting a long thin stick. Idk what that was but it looked like a thick microfiber to me (ok, Wilson told me that it shud be an "otoscope") and it had light on its tip. It was so cool. He first inserted to my right ear which I claimed to be ok, it was clean and I could even see my cutie eardrum for the first time! It was clean as I cleaned it last night with cotton buds when I was trying to rescue my suffering ear. Then it was my left ear's turn. I was shocked. I was shocked because what I saw was a big black clump of earwax stuck in the inner side of the hole. It was really gross and kinda awkward but he's a doctor anyway.
Obviously the big clump of earwax was the reason of the pain after I used cotton buds last night to "clean" it which I actually made it go deeper than where it shud be. And I guess that few times I used cotton buds back in Miri to "clean" my ears had already caused the earwax to stuck in the hole. Only that last night I finally pushed them altogether that they became a big black ball blocking my ear canal. Ok gross enough I know. So he took it out for me and I was so paiseh cos imagine you need a doctor to clean your earwax for you but yah I couldn't take it out myself already as it went too deep inside. And the feeling of satisfaction when you saw a big piece of shit was out from your ear, shuang ah! I could then see my cutie eardrum again.
Now I regret not taking pic of my earwax. Ok I'm just kidding I would not post it of cos even if I did.
Doctor said no cotton buds are allowed anymore and we shud only clean our outer ears as the earwax will come out itself when they are "mature" enough. It was a super cool experience though despite all the pain that you felt like your ear was gonna explode so soon.
Thursday, January 07, 2016
A long lost friend
Was tidying up my stuffs today and saw my box full of letters and cards. It is always there beside me actually, but I rarely wanna open it as it is too dusty and yes, I'm lazy. So I rarely do cleaning jobs. I found these letters from a good friend of mine back in primary school for about 10 years ago when she just moved to KL after standard 5. We stopped contacting each other after I stopped writing to her. My bad...
Some years later I thought of contacting her but I didn't have her number. What I had was only the address I used to send letters to, and also wondering if she still remembered me after so long. Tried to search for her in Facebook too but got no results. Honestly, I think about her sometimes and wonder if we still be able to meet someday.
So when I saw the letters this afternoon, I decided to try again. Not putting too much hope on Facebook this time. I was planning to send a letter to the previous address that I got. I really wished to find this girl. Tried searching on Facebook again, by inserting her surname and the area that she lives in. A pretty girl appeared from the suggestion box, and I decided to click into it, not missing out any chance that might make me found her... "from Sabah, Malaysia".
It was really her. Checked thru her photos and confirmed it was her and I sent a friend request without any hesitation feeling so so so so so happy. Not long after, I heard the notification alert from my Facebook messenger. Tot it was from some stupid guys but when I checked, it was from her with a big 😍 emoji and called me 萱颖. That moment I know that she's my long lost old friend. I was so touched that I almost burst into tears!
p/s: We had great chat. She told me that she moved houses for a few times after we stopped writing to each other. She once went back to her old place to see if she got any letters from me.
Some years later I thought of contacting her but I didn't have her number. What I had was only the address I used to send letters to, and also wondering if she still remembered me after so long. Tried to search for her in Facebook too but got no results. Honestly, I think about her sometimes and wonder if we still be able to meet someday.
So when I saw the letters this afternoon, I decided to try again. Not putting too much hope on Facebook this time. I was planning to send a letter to the previous address that I got. I really wished to find this girl. Tried searching on Facebook again, by inserting her surname and the area that she lives in. A pretty girl appeared from the suggestion box, and I decided to click into it, not missing out any chance that might make me found her... "from Sabah, Malaysia".
It was really her. Checked thru her photos and confirmed it was her and I sent a friend request without any hesitation feeling so so so so so happy. Not long after, I heard the notification alert from my Facebook messenger. Tot it was from some stupid guys but when I checked, it was from her with a big 😍 emoji and called me 萱颖. That moment I know that she's my long lost old friend. I was so touched that I almost burst into tears!
p/s: We had great chat. She told me that she moved houses for a few times after we stopped writing to each other. She once went back to her old place to see if she got any letters from me.
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